Huge plans gone non existence.

I always wanted to be covered in tattoos like my father. But something inside of me is telling me not to. If I could have changed things now, I'd changed getting my tattoo. It cost lots of money to get it removed. So I'm just going to get it covered with something more meaningful.

A classier side - I plan on just dressing really nice. Having a nicer appearance gets you noticed more. I don't mean attention wise or anything like that. For example, If I was to go for a job interview wearing more nicer clothes there is a better of chance of getting the job. If I was to go in wearing an aa sweater, skinny pants, and keds with my hair thrown up. Highly doubt I will have as much as chance as wearing a nicer outfit. Plus, It makes me feel good to.

Healthiness - I plan on not eating fast food as much, only once a month. Also starting to eat lots of salads and not munch down on snacks in the middle of the night. Haha. This isn't to loose weight. I love my body and accept it for what size I am. I also want to start jogging. I'm just going to wait until the weather is nicer. Also I'm going to stop eatting red meat. I'm sticking with chicken and fish.

Lifestyle - I need a good sleep routine and also need to get my ass in gear for when it comes to school. I'm never skipping a day again in my life unless I'm really sick. I also really need to start respecting people and showing them apperication. I also should stop being such an asshole to a certain amount of people in my life. I also need to find away to control my anger instead of lashing out on the people I love.

Relationships - I've gained some old friends back but I don't want new friends. The past is the past and this my life. If you don't like that I'm friends with someone than I'm sorry. I don't want drama. I'm keeping my life on the DL. No shit talking, no arguing and no lies.

I'm ready for a change. A change for success and happiness. If you don't agree with my decisions thats fine because I don't agree with some of them either but from now I'm thinking things through before just doing. I learned my lesson big time from loosing someone I can say is important to me.

Forgive me for not being what you'd like me to be.