And so the lion fell in love with the lamb.

xandrewx says:
That really traumatized you huh?

It really did, now thinking about it. I feel dumb and feel so gross about myself. I've lot respect for my own self. I fell for someone for only me to screw myself over. I'm ashamed of myself and hate everything I have been for the past few months.

I apologized to a old a friend tonight. I miss him so much and really wish I didn't fuck up because his friendship meant a lot to me. I've know him for a little over a year now and we've had a hate/love relationship but the past few months ended that relationship to nothing. Not friends, not anything. I wish I could just go back in time.

Any who, I feel no pain right now just confusion.

To a certain somebody, I really wish you could give me another chance and wish things could be how they were. I miss everything about you and thank you so much for the one night we just sat and talked for so long. You gave me plenty of smiles and I'm sorry for doing what I did. I know things will never be the same but that was my fault.

Finished.