Wednesday, January 21, 2009

The world keeps turning

and yet I feel more fear.

I'm actually so scared of life. I'm scared of failure and being a nobody. I feel like as if it's the time for me to just step aside for a while. I'm having a trouble keeping myself sane. I'm lonely and I feel as if I brought this on myself and what I'm feeling is the truth. I want the days to go by fast until I'm ready to take the time to see what this world has become but until then I plan on just keeping to myself and finishing high school. I don't even know whats going on with myself right now all I know is I'm confused and frustrated and can only comprehend my decisions so very little. Just writing this is given me a headache.

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