So basically lately I've been up to nothing but cancelling things. I need to get my head in gear. I'm so lost and never stick to the things I say I'm going to do. Plus I've been feeling like complete shit.
Have you ever fell in someone and allowed something to happen you know you shouldn't have. I mean I just kind of feel used and my feelings are so confusing. I feel as if I was just another number and nothing else but that number. Not a person, a friend, or anything... Just that fucking one number that will mean nothing.
I put my heart into deep. I mean I'm no longer sane. I'm just a complete wreck. I said the whole I want him as a friend.. which I do but then there's just me yet feeling like I'll now for on be a cyber friend who he'll never talk to.
I don't know, I'm ranting on about stupid little things.
Anyways, I'm thinking of where to get my next tattoo but also am thinking of getting a job. I'm pretty sure this week I will ACTUALLY go out and look. I need something.
Sorry for lack of updates and for this one being retarded. Anywho I'm gonna go lay in bed and wait for who ever is downstairs to get the hellllll out cause I personally look as if the world just shit on me.
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